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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

His Sassy Girl

I'm sure every reader that stumbles on this post will wonder why I entitled it "His Sassy Girl". You might ask, who's the sassy girl? The answer is ME! But, why sassy? Okay, let me give you a definition of this word.

SASSY - defined as improperly bold or forward, lively and spirited, and one who often says this line, "Don't get wise with me!"

All these describe me. Yes, most of the time I'm improperly bold or forward. Speaking often comes before thinking. As long as there's something on my mind, I would voice it out even in an improper manner. How about lively and spirited? People who know me personally would strongly agree that these words fit me. Really there's never a dull moment with me. But watch out, because if you're insisting on something which is contrary to my opinion, you'll here me saying, "Don't get wise with me!" Yes, I am sassy! But, why "His Sassy Girl"? Whose sassy girl am I?

You see the guy beside the "baby in between"? Well, he's the same guy I met almost two years ago. I met him online through his friend. We shared a lot of good and bad memories. Both imparted very important lessons, but the bad should be forgotten, only the good ones should be cherished. I am his sassy girl, will always be. He hates me for being sassy - for being so disobedient to him, for always trying to win and never surrender in any argument, and for not controlling my temper whenever I'm upset. I can see that he's trying to accept that side of me, but with limits.

Loving a sassy girl like me takes more than just acceptance. Such love should be an "unconditional love". A love that stays even when I show my worst.

Now, why did I write this post? Because I want to express what's on my mind now. You see, we're both in this waiting game - as to when we can fully forgive and accept each other. A few days ago, we were the happiest persons online, chatting like there's no tomorrow. But yesterday, we decided to give ourselves the space and time that we need to truly find ourselves.
One year won't be too long, that's what I keep telling him and myself. I'm sure lots will happen in our own separate lives in the span of one year. Once we meet again in person after that, there are only two things that can happen: either we will get back together or we will forever drift away from each other.

However, there is one thing certain, when we meet again, I'll show him a different me. It may not be A PERFECT ME, but definitely, it will be A BETTER ME. For now, I'll make the most out of my time and let this blog be the witness of my musing, rants, and ramblings.