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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day!

Okay, so it's Valentine's Day once again. Love is in the air blah-blah. (sound bitter, huh!) Couples are excited for their dates. And I can see girls with roses, plus with beaming smiles on their faces. Oh and let's not forget the chocolates. Sweet, huh!

But what about me? Date? Roses? Chocolates? Oh come on, nothing exciting for me because I'm loveless! Yeah, poor me. Nobody cares, huhuhu!!!But well, at least I have my little girl. (yeah ryt, but still you're dateless Phoebe) Huh? Who said that?

Okay, okay...I'm dateless, I didn't receive roses or chocolates today, in short I'm loveless. But hey, this was my choice, to be loveless, to be not in a commitment. I would admit, I miss being in a relationship, especially during Valentine's day. Everyone seems to be "kilig" with this "love is in the air" feeling, except me. Well, this is definitely not my "lovey-dovey" year.

Today is just like those typical days. Work and then go home after to play with my baby. Well, I was able to chat with Gaby's father yesterday, but nothing romantic. You see, I consider him more of my bestfriend now than a partner or a lover. So, Valentine's day is, I guess, not so special for us this year. I just dont know next year...who knows?

Okay, so perhaps I was exaggerating when I said that nobody loves me. Gaby's dad and I, well, we're in a sort of "courtship stage"...Hahaha..Funny, right? We already have this baby in between, yet it's funny that he's on that stage where he's trying to win my love back. Well, it's a long story. But, I'm glad, really glad that he's trying to fix his life now (according to him) and prove his love for me and Baby Gaby.

He's in Korea right now, so no roses and chocolates for me today. He said he'll make up when he comes home around February next year. For now, he just gives me this Valentine's day comment (check it in my friendster profile) Well, not bad. Anyway, it's the thought that counts. myspace graphic comments
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Anna said...

I hope you can work it out, if that's what's best for you and your baby. Either way, he'll always be a part of your life.