Ever since I've been in this financial mess, I've been working my ass off day and night just to get out of it and bring everything back to normal. A full-time employee, a freelancer on the side, a mom after the 8-hour job, and a preggy one who's on her 24th week. I'm feeling very tired working my ass off, for WHAT? Just to find out something which almost tear my heart into pieces a while ago. Betrayal! Lies!
I don't want to give up, but sometimes when I think that for three years now, I get the same betrayal, I ask myself, "Is it really worth holding on?" It's always about the same "TRUST" issue that we have, and it's so da*n tiring. How I wish I'm that naive and insensitive, how I wish I'm not as smart as I am so I won't find out about this betrayal. Can I just be one dumb person? Maybe that way, life won't be too complicated for me.
I'm really tired working my ass off, for WHAT? For nothing in the end? For losing? For not being treated right? I just want a quiet family life, that's all. But why this betrayal? Why this?
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